In the Game

Hello, this is now my second entry. You will notice that at the bottom of different ramblings there are differing dates. That is because I wrote them on separate dates (surprising I know), I do this so I do not bloat the main page with small entries, instead you can have larger entries.
Also I decided that I will be naming these entries after songs/movies/books/games that I liked or would fit to that particular entry.
16/03/25

If I could put Time in a Bottle

I recently realized that my motivation to do any kind of work is heavily influenced by whether I think that what I am supposed to be doing is a waste of time or not. If I am made to do work where I know for sure that it will not be important for me or others in the future, my mind just shuts off. I do not see that kind of task as a top priority target no matter how important people tell me it is. I will not even feel bad for procrastinating on that task.
Now do not misunderstand me, by “waste of time” I mean actual waste of time. I am not the type of person to complain often about things. There are tasks which I absolutely hate doing but I still do them because I can see the benefits of it, even if they are tasks that need to be done every week. Cleaning my room and bathroom are tasks I am not a fan of doing but the feeling of being in a clean room and brushing my teeth in a squeaky clean bathroom is such a nice and cozy feeling. Helping my mother do garden work is absolutely hellish for me and I hate getting dirt on me but being in a nice looking and cared for garden and eating the self-grown produce I helped her plant is rewarding (self grown baked potatoes with salt hit differently).
11/03/25

I feel that I also need to clarify that having fun is not a waste of time, I am not a monster like those grindset losers saying everything which is distracting you from your goals in life needs to be eliminated. I love watching shows and movies, reading books and playing video games, there is nothing wrong with that. I am more in the mindset that I should not let those things take over my life, while still enjoying them.
26/03/25

The Square Peg, goes in the Round Hole

I need to stop using Twitter, every time I check it, it is rarely something I like and most of the time it is seeing what Trump or Musk are doing to start World War 3. How are there still people who worship them as if they are divine beings, they are both on the lower end in terms of any kind of intelligence. Trump is already showing signs of brain deterioration due to his age and tanking the American economy. Meanwhile Elon is avoiding taxes, using his son as a meat-shield, promoting neo-nazis on twitter and gutting the USA by firing federal workers.
16/03/25

I have always wanted to study in the USA for a semester when I start going to university but seeing the absolute hostility from its leaders is making me unmotivated to go there.
When I thought of America I imagined oversized food, weird(in a good way) people and New York City. Currently it is not any of those because now all I can think of is how long until Trump says the entire world should become the USA.
26/03/25

Stuff I watched / read

10/03/25 Arcane S1
I really enjoyed season 1. Stunning visuals and I liked that they animated gas / smoke in 2D instead of 3D because if you try to simulate gas / smoke in 3D it either looks really realistic (Which does not fit the overall style of the show) or just plain bad (also does not fit the overall style of the show).
Also I hate Jinx, I know she is supposed to be like that but I hate how she manages to make everything worse.
As good as the show is, it still has not convinced me to play League of Legends but I will be watching season 2.

15/03/25 Mickey 17
I am not a movie critic, so all I can say is that I enjoyed the movie. Also Mickey 18 was a freak.

20/03/25 Arcane S2
Ok, Jinx is actually kinda cool now. Also, the arcane is funky.
Good show, I wish there was more content but at the same time I respect the fact they decided not to make a season 3.

25/03/25 The Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
Sam is my personal goat, but sometimes he is kinda stupid and it is very upsetting seeing my goat fumble.
Gandalf was also showing Saruman who the real boss was and Saruman just hid like a coward.
If you want a more detailed summary, here.